i think i'm afraid of my bozz

i'm afraid of my own bozz.
i THINK i'm afraid of my bozz.
ive been avoiding him for a couple of days. it's actually kinda easy to do, coz he's in Bandung at the moment, and i work from home. but still, i think i'm afraid of him.
why? i guess it's bcoz i have no update for him on the upcoming new project presentation, and i'm so nervous of the chances that we can get the job, which is by the way, a very big project, with great prospects for the company future. what if we dont get the job? what if the company's president doesnt like my design? what if my gurl friend and her bf arent able to finish the drawings in time? what should i do? what am i going to do? quit my job and balik kampung and bela kambing? or maybe i cud pretend like nothing happen and still work with the bozz?
i'm on a verge of a nervous breakdown. i'm so afraid that i cant even concentrate on working like normal. until the presentation is due, i'll be living in a mess...with a messy head and a messy room and messy blog too..
i'm so dam* nervous...i cud sleep more than i used to.
oh,i got so much things to be done still but on other thoughts, i'm going to sleep.