accident prone heart/dam* stupid cupid

i got hurt..again..
i dont know what's wrong with me, but i keep getting hurt. i guess i'm accident prone. i hate it when i got hurt again and again. wish i have no feelings to begin with. wud be easier u know. i wont go hurting myself like i do now. it still hurts after 8 years. how on earth did i manage to like, hide it, bury it beneath my other feelings for 8 years, but stupidly let it out after 2 days??? me and my stupid feelings. i shud like let it stay buried for 80 years more. then i wouldn't feel so hurt like now. i have to spend rm100++ just to heal my wound, but it still dont work. what else should i do? run away?? nice idea.. i can do that..