please

i wrote a couple of cheesy poem back in USM. mostly when i was feeling down, or sad. i guess sadness bring out the poetic side of people, me in particular. i found this 1 poem while i was rummaging thru old files. i used it in my text animation assignment back in 2004. the lecturer likes my work, and me, :D , ahahahha..so i get an A for that assignment. i dont know how to put the video animation here, so, am just gonna put the short poem here, without the animation.

PLEASE.

it has been a long time
since i know
i am not what you want
and i am not even what i want

but you know
there is nothing
i can do about it
i can't ask
for your attention
never dream of
love and devotion

but surely,
i am not too low
to ask you for this
please walk away
please don't be by myside
please don't ask me if i'm ok
just ignore me
and walk away...

mardhiyah mohamed
10012004

yeah, i know, it's too cheesy. but that's what i had in mind at that time. i had a crush on some guy, but the guy acted like he's all that, i'm not good enuff, bla2. (which at that time seems so seems so frustrating/sad/all those down feeling stuffs). eventho the poem is not that great, i still like it, as it still touch my heart whenever i read it. coz it's my poem. if i dont like it, who will???