i'm a 25 years old.
i have no job, with things to pay.
i have no one i can really talk to.
my future seems bleak.
im tired with people telling me things i already know.
im tired trying to meet expectation.
i can only cry in front of my monitor.
i can only whine and cry in front of my monitor.
im very negative.
i talk to only 2 persons everyday.
im always considering ....... myself.
yes, im grateful for the things i have.
no, i feel empty all the time.
if thinking that grass is always greener on the other side is a sin, then im a big sinner.
im full of flaws.
im torn between myself and that 1 important.
there are times i feel like vanishing into thin air.
im mad at myself for being such a whiner. no. i hate myself for that.
and i hate myself for feeling torn between myself and someone so important.
i hate myself most of my waking time.
i hate myself for being negative.
i hate myself for being me.
sometimes i feel like i dont really have much reason to continue...