gym, anyone?

i'm fat.

so i need to tone down. but there's no way i could diet here,in this house where my sisinlaw keep on cooking mouth watering dishes, making me unable to eat in a way a slim-wannabe-fat-gurl should eat, moderately. huh, hate u kak su. why do u have to cook all my fav dish???

anyway, i think about joining a gym. it should do the trick. it's like, if u have to pay for it, u wont waste it, right? right? urgh. dont discourage me la... the will to join the gym is burning now, sampai rasa mcm malam ni jugak nak enroll. gila apa. so, i try and google for any nearby fitness centre available around bangi/putrajaya, and came across 2 fitness centre. none of it in putrajaya, what a shame. hate putrajaya when it comes to gym. but there's this gym called the TLS fitness centre. it's quite nearby i think, in sg chua, kajang. the gym sounds quite intresting, from all the info i gathered in the forums. but there's a mix info on the fees.sum said it cost round rm160/m. and some said rm 118/m...but im hoping it's not more than rm150/m..if not aa...letih jugak nak bayar sampai rm160/m.. mula la nk terpadam api yang berkobar ni...hehe.. the centre also hv some yoga classes, other group fitness classes, etc...and swimming pool. yay! swimming pool! like i know how to swim...duh... =.="
so, am gonna check out the gym after coming back from my kampong.. it's my best fren wedding next week..most probably, i'll be the bridesmaid..urgh..when i thought about all the smiling i have to do during the ceremony, it gives me a creep. i have to smile and look nice?? so not me... but think of all the cute guys dat might be there mard...and dat...kinda lower down my creepiness feel level..